SuicidalManiac28009

I've changed into a completely different person that what I was when I joined DA, I used to be a little suicidal, very much a loner who was bullied at school and at home. I'm not that person anymore, I'm a new, brighter me. I'm at uni and I'm loving life. I really am. I regret nothing in my past, I am who I am because of the people I've encountered. Unfortunately me and my (now) ex split our separate ways but our 3 1/2 years together was the best of my life. She's made me who I am, but now its time we've moved on. I wish her the best in life. I've started dating again, so we shall see where that leads. (: Anyway, Whilst I acknowledge that

Ever get that feeling that you are all alone, that there is nobody to turn to, that it's you against the world? I'm aware I have people to talk to, and some incredible friends but even still I'm stuck in my little hole. Time to put up some pictures and call it home I guess. :) Oh.. and my kitty cat died. :(

And shit where did the time go?    I'm sat here eating a British apple pie muller corner, wondering what the hell to write about. I want to, I just don't know what to write. I got into Plymouth university, and I'm scared sick to death about whats going to happen. I've come to terms with that I can handle it; but its still a pretty big thing for me. Currently getting my student loan sorted.    I'm wondering how to find balance in my life.. I have a shit load of commitments, people I need to spend time with, friends, girlfriend, family, work, sleep and self-serving things such as wind downs (gaming, spending time on my PC) and each week i